God's blessings

I arrived at Camp Gilead Sunday afternoon,  23rd of June. I came a little nervous and was uncertain of a lot of things, but I was also super excited and eager to serve in this way.

I'm not gonna lie, I was nervous about meeting everyone, I was nervous that I might not ever connect with any of them or make any real good friends with anyone. I tried to remind myself that all of that didn't matter, that I came here to serve, and counsel these kids who have such a huge need for Christ in their lives. But it was always in the back of my mind.

The first few days I felt a little awkward and I didn't exactly know how to talk to any of the other girls. I felt alone and uncomfortable and it became very discouraging.

I asked God to give a good attitude, and to help me to be thankful for even being here and serving in this way. And to give me a friend amongst the other girls, and to feel more comfortable around them, and to just be myself.

As the week wore on, I found myself becoming more enthusiastic and excited, and laughing with the other counselors, and finding that comfort zone. All the girls here are so thoughtful and encouraging, and they all made an effort to make me feel welcome and comfortable. I am so thankful for that, and that God helped me to come out of my shell and actually try and get to know everyone here. Its been a good week, overall. The speakers, the fellowship and crazy games. Everything came together perfectly and I just praise my Savior for giving me the privilege to be here this Summer.

God will never cease to provide and care for us, no matter what. He is all in all, the mighty King, Maker of everything. And my glory and my honor goes to Him.

Thank You, Jesus. For all you've done, are doing, and will do in my life.
You have blessed me beyond my understanding, I deserved nothing, and yet you bestow your amazing love one me. I will forever praise You.

Living by Example

You never really realize how close you are to something until its staring you in the eye.

On February 21st of this year, I found out that I would be serving as a counselor at Camp Gilead. Now, nearly 4 months have gone by.. but I feel as though it were yesterday.

I couldn't be more excited to be a part of something like this! I dreamed of becoming a counselor. I loved going to camp when I was younger, I loved all of my counselors and I looked up to them in a lot of ways. I admired their perserverence, that even when they were exhausted and tuggered out, they kept smiling and had a great attitude about everything. They would put the campers' needs before their own. They were witty and humorous, were never boring or lazy. They found the time to get to know you personally, and to pray for your specific needs or worries. Their main goal was to glorify the Savior, and to serve Him in whatever ways they could. This is what I strive for. This is what I pray that my example will be this Summer.

Thanks to the counselors who gave me the example I need.
Kaitlyn Ragan & Becca Anni